First, I apologize for the last piece being a review. From now on all reviews will be on my review blog only. I made commitments and I will finish them up but after that I can’t say where things will go. I am not quitting. I can’t imagine that. I just don’t have it in me. It’s not depression. It’s not a hissy-fit. It’s not anger or frustration with blogging. I guess I just wanted to share with someone. It’s just life taking me by the throat and squeezing tight. I can’t breathe. And I really need to breathe.
Right now, life is kicking my ass.
Right now, medical issues are beating down my son. (And the school is beating down on us.)
Right now, I cannot remember the last time I didn’t have a headache or a day without pain.
Right now, I don’t want to be around anyone and yet I can’t stand the loneliness.
Right now, I miss being me and feeling like me.
Right now, I don’t want to write. Anything. Anywhere. At all.
Right now, it takes everything in me to get up everyday with the pain & fatigue.
Right now, I have one foot on ice and the other on a banana peel heading for a slip.
Right now, I’m too tired to care.
Right now, I don’t want you to worry.
Right now, I do know I’ll be okay and this is just temporary.
Right now, I just really can’t deal with…